Breakup after Moving
I'm 19 and recently moved state to go to university. My boyfriend and I
had been seeing each other for 18 months before we broke up last week. We still
really love each other, its just the distance became too hard and as I feel
like I'm too young to make a definite 'forever' commitment.
It started to feel pointless as because of study and work commitments, I'll
be here for
at least 6 years. We had been best friends for years and he knows me better
than anybody in the world. Since we broke up, I've talked to him a lot by
phone and my housemates are starting to tell me that if I want to move on, I
should limit how much contact I have with him because I've been calling him
every night since the break up. The conversations feel normal, we just chat
like we always did. Do you think that I'm kidding myself into thinking we
can have such close contact directly after the break up and still move on?
Cindy
Charmaine:It's very understandable that you would want to hold onto the contact
because you still care about the guy but I'm afraid I have to agree with
your friends. You've made an incredibly brave and difficult decision - now
you have to uphold it. You won't be able to move on at all otherwise. You'll
stay in some sort of limbo world which won't do either of you any good.
What I suggest is that you begin by cutting down on the number of daily
calls then gradually miss a day or two till you feel able to go a few days
without him. You are stronger than you know. Soon, you'll separate
emotionally in a way that is comfortable for you. Later, you can be `best
friends' again but right now, create some much-needed space.
Give yourself and him the chance to meet other people or at least, not rely
on each other quite so much for right now.
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